Breathe easier

Today I am breathing easier.  The sting of rejection from this past season doesn’t sting like it once did with every breath. There were days the pain felt unending. On dark days I felt so depressed; I felt I was at my lowest. That’s a big statement because in high school, earlier 20s, I struggled […]

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It’s time to dream again

April 2018 Y’all- it has been a strange season over here. I’m not talking about the weather. I’m talking about the season I’ve been in. Before I even start, I want to say– I write this to share where I am. To share what I think I heard God say, and it’s been eye opening. […]

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Avoiding the mess

I’ve been avoiding writing. I’ve been avoiding facing my feelings. The past five weeks have been….. hmm, words….. well I could be dramatic or I could hush what has felt so dramatic. Dramatic. Two or three months ago, while having quality heart to heart conversation with a girl friend, I stopped mid heart sharing and […]

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When plans change

  Have you ever made a decision on something in your life, but then realize you actually are doing it for the wrong reasons? Have you set your mind on something, “yeah I’m gonna do this thing and go for it!” But then weeks or a month later, the question of why comes in and […]

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Fundraising : let’s be real

  Y’all can I be real with you? Fundraising has the tendency to make me cringe when it’s something I have to do. It’s not that I don’t think family & friends don’t want to support me in my ventures that are not typical to the 9-5 Monday to Friday job. Don’t get me wrong- […]

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Q&A:: Why G42?

I wrote these questions a few days ago & thought, it would be helpful for me to answer these for myself. (Actually I had a few friends ask me these questions first. They get the credit.) But also helpful for you as well. I find that I have to check in with myself, ask myself […]

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A new adventure on the horizon

  Disclaimer: there will be a high number of exclamation marks throughout this post. You’ve been warned. Y’all! I’ve got some exciting news to share!!! Since I received the news I’ve almost had to pinch myself because parts of me are still shocked & surprised (especially at the timing very near my birthday.) A month […]

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Dare to live alive

What makes you come alive? When in your life have you felt most alive? What do you find yourself in pursuit of time and again? What do you share? What is your life about? I don’t know if I can get this out fast enough. I was just journaling again, and it hits me- I’m […]

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Regrets are healthy

I’ve been thinking this AM how I’m still unsettled with last year. I wish I had done some of it differently. I have regrets about not opening up sooner and not pursuing vulnerability more…so on and so forth. There’s things about this year – the several months I wish I’d acted, said, responded differently. So […]

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reflections vs. shadow dwelling

I believe reflection is good. It’s good to take intentional time to see “how I’ve grown since last month, last year…” However I may have a tendency to be dramatic. I may have a tendency to not know healthy boundaries until I’ve reached the edge of healthy & now it’s unhealthy. I have done this […]

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